“You know those days when you get the mean reds? … Suddenly you’re afraid and you don’t know what you’re afraid of. Well, when I get it the only thing that does any good is to jump in a cab and go to Tiffany’s. Calms me down right away.”
– Breakfast at Tiffany’s
One of the hardest things about being an ‘online entrepreneur’ or chasing your creative dreams is the fear. The fear that creeps in when your inbox fall quiet for an afternoon; when you’ve not had enough sleep; when someone else gets the big break that you wanted to be yours. It’s the fear that whispers ‘what if you’re not good enough?’ or ‘look how you’re failing!’. It’s the fear that makes most people give up.
I’m not a fan of giving up, ever – or at least not before every option has been exhausted. I describe myself as ‘annoyingly tenacious’ and if you’ve ever been on the receiving end of me trying to get something I want, you’ll know exactly what I’m talking about. ? Ahem. Sorry about that.
Tiffany’s doesn’t do it for me, so when I get afraid, I get productive. In fact fear is one of my biggest motivators in life! Apparently it’s quite common in POTS patients, as we have to rely on our adrenaline to ever push us into action – but you can do it too!
When fear or self doubt or a creeping sense of failure hit, here are ten things you can do to channel it into something a little more productive.
10 things to do when it feels like you’re failing
1. Send out more invitations to success. Ugh, that sounds like such self-help garbage, but what I really mean is, put yourself out there some more. When I start to spiral into hopelessness I get out my Macbook and connect, ask for help, and PITCH. Think of something that would feel like a really big win for you – a contract, a meeting, whatever. Write a killer email explaining why it should happen, and throw it out into the universe. Sure, it might lead nowhere – but then again, it might not. What have you got to lose?
2. Write it out. If you could read all the posts in my ‘drafts’ folder from bad days, sad days, mad days… well, you’d know me a lot better, to say the least! ? Most will never see the light of day, but just the act of writing it all out is productive and cathartic, and I’m a big believer in any skill, including great writing, requiring regular daily practice.
3. Change course. Sometimes the fear comes to tell us something important – that we’ve gone off path and need to correct our course. If something someone else has done has triggered you to feel threatened, look at what it is you’re doing, and why it doesn’t fill you up.
4. Make big plans. Some of my biggest business leaps have been born from a feeling of competition or fear. We can all be guilty of standing on the edge of the cliff and looking down, wondering. Sometimes we need someone or something to give us that push into the great unknown. Without wishing to sound too Pinteresty – if you never do anything radically different, don’t expect anything to radically change.
5. Set a strategy. If you’ve been triggered by seeing something someone else has got – more likes, more followers, a big contract – set a strategy for how you can achieve it too. Write it down, in tiny achievable steps, then get started on the first. It feels way better than sitting there wallowing, and again – it’s actually productive!
6. Make an inspiration board. Either literally, or go to Pinterest and find a whole heap of images and quotes and ideas that make you feel optimistic and excited about what it is that you do again. Soak it in. Repeat as needed.
7. Take a break. Sometimes the best way to escape all those racing fearful thoughts is to shut the computer, stick your phone on airplane mode and go do something else. I can recommend: walks in the wild, binge-watching Gilmore Girls, playing with a child or reading a glorious novel in bed.
8. Get back to the creating. Whatever it was that got you into this business – be it photography or writing or crochet or even just a great eye for interiors or baby clothes – go do that. Not the SEO or the Facebook ads or the hashtag lists. Go do the thing that you love, and that drives you.
9. Talk to your business besties. It is absolutely essential to find people who work and think like you, who can hear you out in times of crisis. If you don’t already have a network like this, take steps now to build one, so it’s there when you need it – and when they in return need you. & if you need someone to vent to right now, come tweet at me. I promise, whatever it is, I’ve been there.
10. Listen to podcasts! I know I’ve been harping on about podcasts quite a bit lately, but listening to the right one can feel a lot like chatting to a business bestie *and* having a mentoring session, all in one. If need be, download a heap, get in your car and drive yourself uncrazy. Then stop on your way home for a bottle of wine, and get back to work.
One final note:
If you find yourself repeatedly struggling with comparison and fear, then talk to someone. A mentor, a therapist, a life coach – depending on how it manifests and how intrusive it is in your daily life, there are different folks to turn to.
That might sound excessive or indulgent, but the truth is this: the biggest asset your business has is you and your mindset. If you’re in the wrong head space and it’s holding you back, investing in shedding those fears and unhealthy mind-traps can transform your entire future. The single biggest thing I see holding back the people I mentor is themselves: their fear, their doubt and their false beliefs.
What do you do when things start to feel hopeless? Got any good cures for the ‘mean reds’?
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